okay, so totally sucked last night-i didnt eat like all day then i blew it had chips and 4 chocolate bars last night at lews. 141 atm, which totally sucks, i was 139 yesterday. i have a party to go to new years and once i actually sincerely try to lose then it comes off pretty quickly-i once lost 5lb in a day, but that was because i didnt drink all day either so it was mostly water weight. so anyway, there are 8 days to go til new years, id like to AT LEAST be 126 by then, and i know i can do it. its just a question of trying really hard. luckily my penpal sent me this manga book yesterday with lots of skinny lolita girls in it, which is very motivating. i tried to find a picture of them but i cant. theyre all pretty gothic and pictures of skinny gothic girls is about the best motivation i can get, being a gtoh. i think you look so much better as a goth when youre skinny.

anyway, thats all for now xxx

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Hey, everybody. I'm kate, i checked out loads of communities but this one seems to be the best. i have a few questions;

1. is it okay to post about my bulimia on here?
2. is there anything compulsory i need to do with each post, like post pics and stuff?

answers would be greatly appreciated. ive been looking for the perfect slimming community for ages, looks like i found it but i just want to be sure.

meanwhile...

Age: 16
Height: 5"10
HW: 157
LW:125
CW: 140
STGW:-
LTGW:-
...i have no idea what these stand for. something target weight, im guessing. id like to be about 112-119, i guess.

chat to y'all later xxx

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This is a new community and were looking for new members. It is a place where everyone can ask what he/she wants without beeing attacked by others. Theres also a plan...but you can read it yourself...

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